♥AMRH's.

A few hours left 'til the sun's gonna rise
Tomorrow will come and it's time to realize
Our love has finished forever

/ Tuesday, February 09, 2010 { 10:06 PM }

School was mediocre. Had road run for rev up today. Ran with Twin & Cassiopea but at th ending, I chiong-ed with Ivory, Shasha, Michelle and Cassiopea, haha. Someone is not happy with 5A when Mr Ong shooted his class about people from his class were standing and walking around. Hey, we're 5NA luh, we're united okay. Stop being so class-cist luh. Doesn't mean 5A is like bad in academic wise and you're from th better sec 5 class, that doesn't mean you can look down on us what. We are 5A, then so what? If you hate us, then say it luh. You don't have to shout loudly just now and said, "Woah, then 5A a lot of people stand never say!". This really shows how much you hate 5A so much, you moron. No matter how much you hate us, you still have to be in this 5NA spirit for th next 9 months. 5A + 5B = big family. If you hate it, shut up and keep your comments to yourself! :) Headed back to classroom and I had split headaches. Wtf. So, I remained silent all th way. Lucky I bring my axe oil to school everyday. SS lesson, didn't really pay attention in class because of my split headache. Tskz. Math, learnt something new again. Half way, I couldn't take it and laid my head on th table. Few minutes later, Mdm Fauziah wasn't happy with those who slept during her lesson. So, no choice but had to tahan for th next few minutes. Shagz.

Off for recess. History, learnt about th Tojo thingy all. Watched Pearl Habour. Sumpah Jaslyn was super dramatic luh, haha! Twin suddenly turned to me and said, "Ammirah! Hari ni, 9th!". Haha. Super random luh you, Twin. After that, was English. Didn't even pay attention because I didn't have th energy to do so. Perangai jap. Th whole class was super crappy today. Crapped so much that even Mr Kumar joined in with our crap talks. Haha! Chemistry, continued with Energy Changes. Had test and it's quite easy. Nah, not expecting myself to get top in class again since I made mistakes. People make mistakes. Dismissed. Had my break with Twin and we couldn't stop laughing. I seriously feel like spanking Kai Sheng luh. He's so irritating! Pfft! Physics remedial, went through th worksheet given. Nothing much. Couldn't stop laughing at Fatimah. 5A's inner joke. ^^ Dismissed at 3:30pm. Bused home with Twin, Shahirah & Amalina sec 4. Home sweet home! Used th computer and was forced by Ziqa to go to GP's Mcdonalds with her and Yazid to study. Th reason why I didn't want to go was because I got a feeling that ex-bf would be there. So, I care less about it and decided to go since I couldn't study at home. Met them up at GP's Mcdonalds and did my homeworks and revision.

So, guess what? I saw ex-bf. Didn't even bother about him. He wants it this way what. So, not my bloody problem. (Y) Ziqa & Yazid were like, "Eh, twu si bastard kan?" when they saw him. Haha! So, continued studying. Fazrin and his friends came to study too. Action uh kau, Fazrin. Haha! Studied all th way till 9:30pm and headed home. Once homed, texted people and used th computer (till now). Fazrin told me that ex-bf told him that I ruined his relationship with that girl. Eh hello, it's not even my problem luh that I ruined your relationship with Mieyra! She was th one who made th decision to break up with you, why you put th blame on me? I've been minding my own business for th past few days and you put th blame on me now? Please luh, I've enough of fighing and quarreling with you, okay? Let bygones be bygones. If I can forget about all this shits happening in our life, why can't you? I'm gonna concentrate hard on my O levels now. Peace (Y). Okay, Fazrin is forcing me to text Asiddiq now. Tskz, told him already that Asiddiq is studying yet he kept on forcing me to text him. Haiyoo. Asiddiq, if you're reading this, sorry if I disturb you when you're studying. Your good friend, Fazrin, kept on asking me to text you. So, yah. Haha! K, I'm done. Bye! :D

/ Monday, February 08, 2010 { 4:45 PM }

I'm back! School was alright. Had discipline check in th morning. Passed everything except for my long nails. Groans, I have to cut my long nails by this Wednesday. Tskz. Lucky my school skirt didn't get caught because I wore th longer skirt (by 1 inches only)! Haha. Say I'm a guai kia or what. I've enough of getting caught by teachers about my short skirt already and in th end, will be send to th foyer because of my short skirt just like my first day of school for this year. Haha. Yes, I've been sent down to th foyer because of my short skirt on my first day of school for this year. Haha, say I'm a bad girl all you want. My skirt is short because I've grown taller. Okay fake, I cannot even grow taller anymore. I'm stuck at 163cm. Boo. Hmm, headed back to 5A classroom for Home @ Westwood. I've forgotten what we did. Math, learnt something new and it's quite easy. F&N, went to th MRL to do our coursework. Didn't even research on anything. I was bloghopping and facebooking. Gees, I seriously don't feel like doing my coursework but for th sake of getting a B3 for my F&N, I have to force myself to do that irritating coursework which takes up my time! >:(

Off for recess. I swear I couldn't stop laughing during recess with Twin, Shahirah & Hani. No thanks to Shahirah for talking to herself and was making a fool out of herself. Trust me, people thought that we were insane. And I nearly shoot out th water that I was drinking. Tskz. English lesson, went through formal letter format and discussed on th topic. I was feeling super restless and felt like sleeping any time. After that was CME. I was having a terrible mood swings that I even scolded Hani for nothing. Sorry Hani, for scolding you without any reasons. Blame my terrible mood swings. So, Mdm Puvan told all of us what MOE expect from us for our O levels. MOE expect me to get 22 points for my O levels. Hey, I'm aiming for 16 points. But whatever th reason is, I have to study hard to get 20 points and below. I don't care, I wanna get into Ngee Ann Poly! Or maybe, MI? Hehehe. So, after CME, was Physics. I scored badly for my previous class test. 6/25. Awesome right? Like what Hong Liang said to me, we both are only good in Chemistry but not Physics. Hehe, true though. ^^ I luvz Chemistry more than Physics and in th end, I will get a very, very lousy Combined Science marks.

Really. Sheesh. Screw myself. Need to start paying attention during Physics lessons already. Went through th paper. Irritating Kai Sheng, he will never fail to disturb me everyday luh. Pfft. Dismissed at 2:00pm and went for lunch with Shahirah. After eating, headed back to classroom and had Chemistry remedial. Learnt about Energy Changes; Exothermic & Endothermic. It was an easy chapter. Trust me, it's really, really easy! :D To me, it's easy because I luvz Chemistry luh but to th rest, I have no idea. After Chemistry remedial, dismissed at 3:30pm. Bused home with Shahirah and home sweet home! Oh groans, there's road run tomorrow. How to run when both of my legs are still aching? Ugh, it's okay, I'm gonna run my ass off tomorrow no matter what. There's Chemistry class test on Alcohol and Carboxylic Acid tomorrow and I'm gonna study for that chapter later. Hmm, what else? Oh yes, I need to get serious with my F&N coursework already. I don't see any progress in my F&N Coursework AT ALL. Like serious shit. I'm slacking already! CANNOT SLACK LUH, AMMIRAH! I really need to start progressing already. I need motivation!!! Who can motivate me? Rah, k, bye! :D

Dearest 5A & 5B, please stop asking me about ex-bf, ok? I SERIOUSLY get over him already. (Y)

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY CLEON! :D

/ Sunday, February 07, 2010 { 6:56 PM }

Today was mediocre. My morning sucks because I had a fight with this sec 2 girl, not from my school, in MSN. However, I still have my friends, cousins and juniors who will always be on my side after listening to my side of story. In fact, I've heard almost all th negative stories about that sec 2 girl, not from my school. A lot of people hate her because of her attitude. Well, can't do anything with that. It's not my life either and it's her problem to continue with that kind of attitude because in th end, more and more are hating her now. So, not my bloody problem. (Y) Used th computer all th way till th afternoon. Rested, texted with a few people and prepared to go Jurong Point with Zira & Hani. Met up with Hani at bus stop and went to Jurong Point together with th both of them. Went to KFC to eat. Kept on talking to Zira about her love life and kept on talking to Hani about my love life. All we talked was about love, love and love. (slaps forehead) After eating, walked around Jurong Point to find Cleon's birthday present. We were having a hard time what to buy for him luh.

Like serious shit. We walked in to like 5 shops just to find th perfect gift for him. Haha. In th end, bought something perfect for him. After that, Zira went to th library while me & Hani continued walking around Jurong Point. Withdrew money since I'm gonna get broke sooner or later. K, fake. Padahal maseh ade duit kat dalam bank. -.- Walked around to search for Valentines gift for my 5A & some of th 5Bs. :D I'm thinking of baking cookies for them but I got no time to bake at all. How sad, right? Boo. I shall see how uh. Then walked around Jurong Point and I kept on saying that I can't adapt living without ex-bf's presence. Okay, shut up, I better don't talk about him. Hmm, bought nail polish. Hotpink and red! I luvz it! After that, bused home and home sweet home! Gonna polish my toe nail in hotpink later on. Since I'm too bored already. Haha. There's school tomorrow and I can't wait for th CNY Rehearsal after our remedial tomorrow! Woo, can't wait! And I can't wait to come to school tomorrow because I want to see my 5A! 5A & 5B have been expressing our love to each other.

Be it in blog or facebook. Thanks to amazing race uh, hehe. Because of amazing race, we are now bonding already. Woots, I luvz amazing race. Can I have it one more time? No matter how tiring it is? Pleaseeeeee. Hahaa. Back to normal lessons tomorrow. Groans. But, I don't know why I'm looking forward to lessons. Maybe because I want to learn. Yay, I luvz to study. Haha, so fake. Why am I talking to myself? Zzzz. Maybe because I'm very bored right now since nobody is talking to me. Twin is not online too. Speaking of th devil, she has just onlined! HAHAH! Wth eh, haha! Eh, I think, I've fall for someone. No, not ex-bf. I got over him already. So, I don't luvz him anymore. Jahanam betol, dah kene jampi agaknye. His problem luh what he wanna do, not my problem anymore. He regret also not my problem. Don't know, don't care! Like seriously, I think, I've fall for someone. I am positive about this. I've fall for someone. Only my closest ones know who. Shh, shh. How leh? What to do now? OMG. K, I have nothing else to blog. So, yah. Byebye!

I got over you already. So, don't think that I still luvz you. Aww, let's cry! Tears of joy. Not! -.-

/ Saturday, February 06, 2010 { 8:06 PM }

Mundane Saturday. I woke up in th morning with my whole body aching. My whole body is aching because of yesterday's amazing race. But still, I luvz yesterday's race because it was extremely fun eventhough it was really tiring due to all th running. Hehee. So anyway, I spent my entire day at home. Used th computer and watched Mio Tv in th living room. And I fall asleep after that all th way till 5:30pm. I only had my bathe at 5:35pm, haha! Rabak, I know. Heh. Oh, I've received some of th pictures on Amazing Race & CNY Rehearsal but won't be uploading them today. Will only upload all of them in my blog once I get all th pictures. I've upload some of them in my facebook already. So, if you want to see them, go to my facebook profile, okay? Hmm, I didn't go for studying group with Twin & Hani today because me & Twin are tired and Hani went out today. So, yah. Plus, I got a feeling that ex-bf will be working today. And it was true after Adrian told me that ex-bf served him just now. Zzz. I don't want to see his face for th whole month, I don't want to text him for th whole month. I don't want to have anything that has got to with him for this whole month. Why? I am seriously pissed with him and I don't want to get distracted since my common test is in a few weeks time.

I want to study. I don't want to get distracted and can't study in th end. Ammirah is gonna be a good girl for th next few weeks. No, I'm gonna be a good for th next few months until 16 November when O levels is officially over. Hehe. Common test leh, who don't want to ace for it sia? Haha. Some people take common test lightly but for me, I don't. I don't want my CA marks to have any marks which is D7 and above okay. Well, I'm not gonna study for today because I'm too tired to open my book and I am still in th fun mode, can't switch back to study mode. Have to give me time to make me switch back to my study mode which will be prolly, tomorrow? Haha, yeah. Eh, I can't wait for another CNY Rehearsal with th sec 5s because I luvz their skit performance and I was told by Esther that I'm part of th orange distribution to th teachers and can get ang bao. I think will get those chocolate coins one? Haha. Nevermind, as long as I'm not gonna be calafare on that day, I don't mind being an orange distributer to th teachers. :) So, as I've said, I can't wait for Monday to come because there's gonna be CNY Rehearsal. GO SEC 5s! I know th actors and actresses can do well on th day itself. I'm loving 5A more & more each day. I used to hate 3B'08 two years back but now, I let th feelings go away.

Because I just realised that they are really great people, supportive and any words that are positive. Haha! Because of them, I luvz school. Not to forget th 5Bs who are always supportive too! I remembered that th first thing I stepped into Westwood when I was in sec 1, I hate Westwood so much because of th discipline. But again, I let th feelings go away because I do have great friends from th current sec 5s! And they will never fail to make me smile & laugh when I'm down. And they know me well especially when I'm feeling down as they know th reason will be because of ex-bf when I'm feeling down. Hehe, alright, enough say. I really have nothing to blog today that's why I've been talking crap. Hmm, might be studying at GP's Mcdonalds tomorrow to study for my class tests. Oh no, back to normal lessons again. Gaah, I miss all th fun with 5A for th past 2 days during th workshop and amazing race. Can I have it one more time? Why is it that all th fun events will only happen on my last year in Westwood one? Haiyah, so shagz. It will only happen once for this year and there will be no more fun after this because we need to prepare for our O levels. Haiz. Nevermind, need to study hard to aim for Ngee Ann Poly. Hehe. I can't wait for Westwood 10th Anniversary event which will be happening on 17 April! Really cannot wait ah. K, I'm done. Bye! :D

I LUVZ YOU, 5A! :D

/ Friday, February 05, 2010 { 9:44 PM }

First of all, I'm very fuck up now because my LG Viewty is not functioning well and it will automatic switch off. Like, seriously very annoying. Syazwan told me to go service my handphone. Well, maybe I should. Wtf, useless phone. I want a new phone ASAP! And because of my fucking phone, I can't upload th pictures taken today during th rehearsel for CNY. Whatever. School was super great! Sec 5s were great! Because we were all damn hyper. Like serious shit I tell you. We had amazing race today. I was in 5A2 (group 2 in 5A). Yes, same group as yesterday's. It was hell fun. Th first station, I already felt th tiredness because we had to run from school all th way till near Corporation Primary there. Ran and screamed like mad people. Both group from 5A went to th same station, haha! Th first station was alright. After that, to th second station, third station and so forth. One of th station made me laughed out loud because of Kai Sheng. He don't know how to balance properly and he blamed me for pushing him, haha! Shut up uh you, JELLY! Haha! Did about 3 stations outside th school and ran back to school for another station. Th most fun part was th climbing over th rafia string which was attached to two tress and we had to cross over it.

As in like, we had to lift people up and stuffs. Was shocked that Cleon & Wei Ming could lift me up over th rafia string. HAHA! Th main motive: SUPPORT! :D I luv you ah, 5A2! :D Then, continued with th other stations. Th next obstacles was to pull th rope which was attached to one of th vendor's car. And we managed to pull th car to th ending point for 6:94 secs! Amazing not?! Hehe. Th next station was to play th game, Twister. Sumpah, my back pain because my left hand to touch th other end of th color. If you know what I meant, good. Cleon was being a gentlemen because he let me sat on his leg as he was behind me and I really had no idea how to touch th other end of th color. HAHA. I just realised that 5A boys are gentlemen. Because 5A boys really did supported th girls. Aww, haha. K, whatever. Th last station really sucks because we had to go back to our first station. I was already having stitches. When I complaint to Mr Kumar about it, he told me to slow down but I didn't slow down and continued to run/walk as fast as I could and when I turned my head, Mr Kumar was nowhere to be found, haha! Th last station, we had to find beans which was spread around th grass. Mr Kumar helped us with th last station and he said that most of us are potential farmers.

Tskz, bad ah you, Sir. Haha. Then, ran back to school to th ending point. Was feeling th sense of satisfaction when I was at th ending point because we finished up th race! 5A2 came much more earlier than 5A1. So me & Hani went to th school gate to support th 5A1 to run faster to th ending point. I supported Fadilah and pulled her all th way till th ending point. Hehe. I luvz my 5A luh, like seriously. Now I just realised how great they are. When 5A2 were at th ending point already, we, as 5A cheered our lungs out. I don't know why we were hyper today. We couldn't stop screaming and such. Had phototaking and after th phototaking, Mr Kumar told all of us to run to th canteen despite th fact that we were all super tired from th running and all. So, we ran and screamed. -.- HAHA! In th canteen, much more fun I tell you. Because we did th, "5A BOMB, 5A BOMB, 5A BOMB TO 5B BOMB!" and 5B bombed back to us and vice versa. Obviously th sec 4s were looking at us for being too hyper and kept on screaming/jeering at each other in th canteen. Haha. I luvz 5NA of Westwood Sec! :D Went back to th hall. Had debrief and reflection. I luvz amacing race eventhough it's tiring! In th hall, th sec 5s were much more hyper, I tell you. Haha. We were th most hyper ones in th hall.

We would never fail to scream. Even when we took class photo, we screamed. -.- I don't know what got into us also, haha! Though we were tired from all th running, we were still hyper. Haha. Dismissed at 12:15pm and headed to GP's Mcdonalds with Twin for our brunch. Had our brunch with Amelia they all. After eating, I went back home to take my handphone and came back to school. Had rehearsel for th CNY Concert which will be next week. Yayz, I'm proud to say that, only th sec 5s will be th th one who's gonna do everything on that day. Like th skit and such. I luv my principal for giving us this opportunity to plan everything out for th CNY Concert, okay! Haha. Camwhored with Twin, Shahirah & Fad. Sorry, I can't upload them here since my handphone is being a bitch. So, did th props. Looked at their skit and it was very funny. Haha. Ivory was cute luh. "AH CHOOO AH!". Haha. Mr Kumar kept on confidently said, "Eh, on th song, Char Siew Bao!" instead of Char Shao Bao. -.- Sumpah I luvz 5NA of Westwood Sec okay. Now I can see that we are all bonding! Thanks to th amazing race, we are now bonded as a 5NA! I couldn't stop complaining to anyone that my butt cramp and I couldn't even sat down properly and kept on moving around.

Grrr. No thanks to amazing race, my whole body is aching now! Even my butt. Omg. Haha. Stayed until 5:30pm in school for th rehearsel and doing of props. Yu Heng kept on disturbing me about ex-bf and when I told him stop talking about ex-bf, he still continued to talk about him. Tskz. Enough about ex-bf, please. I don't wish to talk about him okay. He made me pissed off, that's why. Tskz. Bused home with Twin, Shahirah & Syazwan. Once homed, used th computer for a while and watched Bring It On: All or nothing with brother & Kak Fika in th living room. Then after that, used th computer again up till now. Sorry readers, you all have to wait for th pictures taken during th amazing race & rehearsel for a few days because Faith & Twin haven't send me all th pictures. So, yah. Be patient. :) Wootz, no remedial tomorrow and I can sleep for 12 hours! Hehehehehe. I luvz amazing race luh eventhough it was tiring but we must have resilience okay. Wootz, gerek ah. Especially when there's 5NAs around, hehe. Because we were mega hyper just now. Like seriously. And we were th only ones who were noisy like what okay. Ok, enough. I can't wait for another rehearsel for CNY because their actings are very cute and hilarious. Haha. Alright, I'm off! Byebye! :D

I LUVZ 5A! I LUVZ 5B!
I LUVZ 5NA 2010 of Westwood Sec! :D

/ Thursday, February 04, 2010 { 4:11 PM }

Fuck th fact that today's th 4th. Fuck th fact that people have been talking about relationship to me since just now morning in school. Why must people talk to me about relationship on th 4th? You lucky people are really lucky that I didn't feel fuck up and scold you guys unnecessarily for talking about relationship to me just now. Today's suppose to be mine & ex-bf's monthsary but, screw it. It's screwed, anyway. He's somehow no longer in my life now. In fact, I was th one who made th decision to go MIA from him for this whole 1 month for good. And after that 1 month, I can annoy him, bug him for all I want. For this moment, concentrate on your upcoming common tests, Ammirah! I seriously don't want to get distracted because of him. I really need to study. So anyway, thanks Syayie for th advice about ex-bf to me. Yes, I was feeling fucked up when I got to know that he lied to me and all his promises made are empty promises. You're a great sitting partner to him and please take care of him for me be it in th classroom or in th school. :) I had an argument with ex-bf last night and I'm feeling guilty about it because my words were mega harsh. But of course, I can feel th sense of satisfaction because I finally let out my feelings to him.

No, not those lovey dovey type but, th feelings of being pissed, angry, disappointed etc. I'm disappointed with him for lying to me. He has changed drastically. He have never lie to me before but he just lied to me yesterday. Who th hell won't get disappointed with th one you care for who lied to you? Lie just to cover things up? It's hopeless luh, Rabani. Sheesh. Even when I apologised to him sincerely from th bottom of my heart, he didn't even realise about it and ignored my apology text message like as though I'm that bitch he don't know. Sigh, whatever luh eh. It's his life and I can't do anything with it too. I can't mend his attitude. He has to mend his attitude HIMSELF. For now, I just have to enjoy life with my school friends, be a retarded like how I used to, smile even when I'm down & laugh out loud like nobody's business in school. Life have to move on, indeed. Take care of yourself, ex-bf. I won't bother about you that much anymore. I'm gonna do my own business and study hard like what you told me to. Okay, enough about him. Now, about school. School was mediocre. Had talks in th morning about th O levels registration. Speaking of which, my MT paper is on th 31 May and sumpah I have to do something with my Bahasa Melayu!

I can't ace Bahasa Melayu easily anymore! Screw myself. After that talk, had some talk about resilience from Mrs Chow. It was a nice experience to know about our own principal's background and learn from her setbacks. About her family, relationship, studies and such. From there, I just realised that studies is much more important at my stage now. No thinking about relationship until O levels is over. True enough? Be proud of me, I'm not th kind of person who will lie to myself and will really study hard for what I want to achieve. I am not like ex-bf who lies to himself and me. Sheesh. I learn from my own mistakes. So, after that talk from her, headed back to class. We were splitted into two groups. I was in Mr Kumar's group. So, we somehow had a heart to heart talk with each other and told each other about our problems/experience. Well, I didn't really had a chance to tell them about my experience since I was in th mood to listen to th others about their experience. Hehe. Most of my group members told to each and everyone of us about their studies and somehow, I managed to reflect about myself and told myself not to think about relationship now. I couldn't stop saying, "Ngee Ann Poly, my aim. O levels first, relationship later".

I know I sounded retarded for talking to myself but hey, better to set your targets now. Never be too late, right? :D Will tell you guys about my experience at th end of my post, alright? So, after that, Mr Kumar gave us advices about studies and I really reflected on myself. Really need to mend everything in my life now. No relationship till O levels is over, no thinking of ex-bf during lessons and get emotional over it and do hardcore mugging every week! K, whatever. Went for break. We had buffet and had my recess with Amelia, Cleon, Wei Jing, Wilson and Jia Yuan for th first time since we were told to sit with our classmates and our form & co-form teachers. Then crapped with Twin and she made me shocked when I was eating. Kuang ajar. LOL. Headed to th hall for some talk from Mr Chan. It was ok. I can feel th stress for O levels already. Haiz. I must achieve 15 points! I want Business/Early Childhood Education at NP! K, headed back to class and did letter for ourself. Irritating Kai Sheng, kept on disturbing me about ex-bf. Grr. Stop it luh you! Then dismissed at 1:30pm and headed home straight! Once homed, used th computer and blahblahblah. Woots, I'm hyped from tomorrow's amazing race! I seriously can't wait! HEHEHEH. GO 5A BABIES! :D So now, wanna know about my experience and how I can end up be in sec 5 now?

Well, I used to be a lazy girl and didn't even bother to study when I was in sec 2. Everyday in class, talked with Clement and Shahirah non stop in classroom during our sec 2 days. But I managed to promote to sec 3. Somehow, I'm lucky. Then when I came to sec 3, I realised that studies are very important. So, I tried to improve and tell myself to study when there's test. I really improved when I was in sec 3, got top 20 in class for my MYE and Mr Kumar told me that I can get a top 10 if I study harder. So, I listened to his advice and continued to study and didn't give up. So, in th end, I really got a top 10 in 3B'08 for my EOY. Sec 4, I didn't really bother to study and nearly give up. Likewise, I came to school and talked non stop in class. I only started studying for my N levels, 2 weeks before that. I did my hardcore mugging and somehow, I managed to do th papers during N levels. Gotten back my N levels results, got 18 points and am not satisfied about it. So, I told myself to not give up and just go for sec 5. And now, I'm in sec 5, I am trying my best to achieve what I want and listen to all my teachers advices. So, starting from now, I'm gonna do hardcore mugging! :D Thanks Mr Kumar for th advices about studies from sec 3 till where we are now (sec 5)!

Okay, I better go off now. I need to study! I'm really hyped for tomorrow's amazing race. I heard that we're having our amazing race in school and outside school! I'm excited! Even Mr Kumar said that 5A must win! Haha! I wanna bring my digital camera to school tomorrow but my battery has gone flat! Who's willing to buy for me double A battery?! :D Hehee. Oh yes, thanks Asiddiq Jyian for helping me about you-know-what-to-say-to-ex-bf. Thanks so much. Haiyah, whatever luh okay. I'm a bitch because I always badmouth about ex-bf in school and kept on saying that I won't care or bother about him anymore. Say whatever you want. If I'm a bitch, you're a bastard for lying. :) It's his life, not mine. I can't do anything with his life unless I have th rights to so but now, I don't even have th rights to control him or whatsoever. His life, his rights. I'll just have to mind with my own business and care about my studies more. For what I know, I have to achieve what I want now, do my hardcore mugging, achieve better O levels points than ex-bf (I wanna prove to him that I can actually do better than him even) and lastly, NGEE ANN POLY, MY AIM! :D Hehee. Alright, enough say. Byebye! :D

/ Wednesday, February 03, 2010 { 7:49 PM }

Somebody's perangai (nobody from my school) is so like what th fuck. Muke cantek, perangai like shit, for what sia? Whatever la eh. So anyway, today school was mediocre. All th sec 1s, 2s & 3s went for their level camp. Sec 1s will be having their camp in school, sec 2s will be at Sarimbun Scouts camp while th sec 3s will be somewhere at Johore. While sec 4s & 5s will be having our activities in th school. I kept on asking those who are going for their camp today to shut up because I was busy memorising my bahasa berbunga, they kept on making noises and I couldn't memorise properly. Haha. Silent reading was awesome because me and Twin didn't memorise for our Bahasa Berbunga but we talked non stop. Syafiq was being so semangat about NPCC until he asked from Mr Chan for th NPCC Magazine that he was giving around to th sec 3s. Even Mr Michael Chua was like, "Yala, so semangat!" Haha! Syafiq suddenly turned to me & Twin and said, "Eh, kawan korang!". I was like, "Huh? Kawan aku?". In th end, I saw ex-boyfriend's picture in th magazine. Twin was super kecoh until Mr Chua turned to us and gave us th what's-with-you look. Hah!

In th end, th people who sat around us also kpo and looked at th magazine too. Alamak. Went back to class and had MT Paper 1 Mock Test. I was super restless because I don't know what to write luh. I even laughed at myself for doing something stupid. Hani didn't even realise it eventhough she sat next to me. Haha. Off for recess. Headed back to 5A classroom and had Mother Tongue Paper 2 Mock Test. Sumpah, I forgot what's th meaning of 'purba'. Damn, what is wrong with my Malay Language?! My Bahasa Melayu is getting worser luh! I even left blank on it and didn't even structure any sentence for that 'purba' word just because I forgot what does it means. Ammirah, Ammirah. Whatever la. Ended th paper at 12:30pm and dismissed after that. Waited for Twin and headed to th toilet to find Hani. Me, Twin & Faith were mega nuisance in th toilet. We purposely became like some retards and even took some retarded shots. And it all started from Twin la. LOL! Anyway, at least, I had a lot of fun laughing out loud. Damn, I love school so much now because of my awesome friends. Woots. After that, headed home straight with Twin.

Once homed, checked my handphone for text messages. Received a text message from ex-boyfriend. Won't say what it is about. It sounded so true but no, it don't. Fuck luh eh. Used th computer and had 4 hours of afternoon nap. I know I keep on sleeping but hello, I'm tired okay. Since I don't feel like studying today because there's no lessons for th next 3 days and I seriously have nothing to study, I used th computer th moment I woke up from my afternoon nap. I found out something which makes my hati pecah seribu. Only my closest ones know about it. Don't worry, closest ones, I will still be th happy Ammirah you always see. I will still laugh out loud like some retard. No worries. :) Even with or without ex-boyfriend's presence, I will still laugh out like some retards because you know me well, I loves to laugh. Hehehe. (Y) Just don't talk about ex-boyfriend to me in school will do. I'm much more happier without his presence now. Okay, it sounded irony but it's th fact. He makes my life like this now, why should I treat him nicely? No worries, ex-boyfriend, I will study hard. Hard enough that I can die of studying too much. Okay, fake. :)

And now, it's not really compulsory for you guys to read this. I don't even think some people will be on my side except for Twin & Amelina cousin. Sayang korang for understanding my feelings. \m/ Why do liars still exist? Now what century already still want to lie? I hate liars, very much. You only know how to cover up things with your sweet talks. You think what? I'm a gullible is it? Because of what I saw, I don't really trust you now. Yah, so much for, "I think I don't want to lie to you or myself" in that text message. NOW WHAT?! Damn it. You live for what sia? You tell me. Live to please others? Think that people won't look down on you? Th fact is, most of my friends have been looking down on you and is trying their best to make me hate you much. But I'm too kind to not hate you because I don't even have th heart to. Be thankful that you have such an ex-gf. Now, you're living with your happy and 'prosperity' life, you think I can't ruin your happiness? My patience has its limits k. Try testing my patience and you will know what happen next, ex-bf. I have enough of everything. I'm gonna go MIA from you for good. Don't worry, I will take care of myself and study hard like what you told me in that text message. I don't hate you but I hate you for LYING. Reflect.

Oh, th fun part and th activities for th sec 4s&5s will be starting from tomorrow onwards! No boring lessons, no lecturing from teachers, no sleeping in class during dull lessons! Oh wait, I just can't wait for Friday because there's AMAZING RACE! Woots. Tomorrow is just another mediocre day, I suppose? Because there's gonna be a Resilience workshop for us and some games, I think, since we have to be in our PE attire tomorrow. Okay bye, gonna go off now. Mom keeps nagging at me to eat. Walaooo, I lazy want to eat laa. -.- Twin & Amelina cousin hate that bitch. Well, me too! :D